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“My mother had led me to believe that pregnancy
and birthing as well as raising children are pleasurable,
trouble-free, enriching experiences. So all through my
pregnancy I continued working 16-hour days and weekends.
I told everyone at my job that I was going to work until
the day of my son's birth! I wanted to spend every day
of my maternity leave with him outside of my belly.
Although I went on hour-long morning hikes, ate healthy
food and was optimistic, it became obvious to me that
I needed to find a way to get in touch with my body and
my instincts and really LIVE through this precious time
that was my pregnancy.
I wanted help in getting focused on what was happening-the
everyday miracle.
I had a good feeling about Marie-Paul from when I first
listened to her guide our birthing class through a pain
management exercise. She was so calm and so markedly sensible.
I gave her a call and we totally hit it off. I found the
support I needed. We had five sessions. At each meeting
we would talk about what my expectations were: my fears,
hopes and frustrations. She would then take me under hypnosis,
which seemed to me like a guided meditation where I was
able to relax completely without losing my sense of absolute
awareness.
When she brought me back, I felt like weights had been
lifted off my shoulders that I hadn't even known were
there. It felt like I had touched the core of my SELF.
And so we talked about the birth of my son: how I wanted
to work up until the day he was born, how I wanted labor
to be fast and for him to "pop out like an olive."
I visualized the experience and discovered what was important
to me; details such as that I didn't want to cut the cord
immediately, that I wanted to be alone in the birthing
tub, etc.
I realized I was in labor at 4 am and my baby boy was
born at 9 am. It was incredible. The pain was not something
I could've ever imagined. In the moment,
I felt like I was in a trance, yet some part of me knew
exactly what to do because he did pop out like an olive!
Those were the most intense and rewarding few hours I
have ever been through. Now I know the power of motherhood.”
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